Well yesterday I broke the news to Nick about me goin up to Oregon to see Jonathan...first off, i was terrified to tell him because he can be somewhat of a loose canon and I was unsure how he would react..and most everyone was asking me why I was even gonna tell him at all that its really none of his business anymore about what I do or where I go OR WHO I do it with...but I just felt like he should know, he would find out anyway, and I didn't want it to be from someone else or through myspace, and I didn't want him to need something and call me while I was up there and me just be like 'oh yeah sorry can't help I'm up in Oregon!' I just wanted to be respectful about the whole situation. Well I ended up telling him over the phone yesterday while i was here at work, at first he was mad, he thought it was "fucked up" and I asked him how so?! Its my life my money my choice, its not like he and i were still together so how is it Fucked up that I was gonna go do something that is gonna make me happy!?! but after a couple minutes of him being like that he apologized about sayin it was fucked up and he actually said "as long as ur happy then I'll be happy for you" SERIOUSLY!!! i was not expecting that at all!! I figured he'd be so upset and angry over it all but he was actually calm and civil for the most part! I think this really helped him understand that it really is time for him to move on because I certainly have! I'm just so relieved that he was an adult about it all, and didn't try to bash me or my decisions or bash Jonathan as well!! So yay, yesterday was a good, stress free day and I'm hoping it'll just stay that way if not get even better!! =)
*this was at ally cats for Jonathan's going away party, it was fun but sad*
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