ugh sometimes i hate him...

So I'm sick and tired of bending over backwards to help out my EX Nick, i've taken him to the hospital, gave him gas money, bought him food, given him money for groceries, bought his perscriptions from the Hospital trip and all around been a great friend to him for what??? nothing obviously!! Saturday evening he and I planned to meet up for lunch on Sunday afternoon, and he cancels on me at 6:00am that morning! So i'm trying to call him all day and text him to find out why the hell hes 'not gonna make it' and he jackass doesnt even have enough respect to answer my calls or texts...then to make matters worse i need a cell phone charger cuz mine broke and I went to like 4 stores and couldnt find one, BUT i know he has an extra so i'm also calling to see if i could borrow it for my trip! finally we talk and i get pissed off cuz hes a rude fucktard! I end up goin to the shop he works at and told him to come outside and talk to me like a man, not a lil scared pussy that cant answer my calls! I was really pissed and for once spoke my mind and stood my ground.....he was fucking some chick in what used to be OUR bed so he couldnt make it to lunch with me!...some friend he is...I'm like over him and dont give 2 shits who he fucks or whatever, but to cancel on me for that reason is fucked up, i've been there for him so much and thats how he repays me....um....ASSHOLE! the kicker is that he was wanting to see me so badly before i go to oregon and we make plans then he wants to break em.....ugh i hate stupid people with their heads up their asses!